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17 August 2008 @ 04:35 pm
All I seem to do is watch this Mysterious Play unfold around me  
Name: (real name if possible) Cara
Nicknames: Caramel, Caz, Kitsune (Don't ask about them XD Long stories)
Age:16 and a half
Gender: Like a large amount of FuYuu fans, I am a girl ^-^

Likes: Ooh, lots of things. Kittens, puppies, ducks, books, music, purple, good friends, learning German and Japanese, English, most things at school, sweet things, mints, tea, the beach, water, fantasy, manga and anime (obviously ^-~), character development, doing absolutely nothing with a bunch of friends and still having a great time, my imagination, roleplaying with a friend, talking to inanimate objects, cold, spring, growing things, winter, snow, my messy bedroom, controlled chaos (i.e, I'm not a neat freak ^-^). 
I like being alone sometimes, but I love being with my friends too. I'd like to protect people, but sometimes don't have the confidence (not that I'd stand down if I saw someone in big trouble). I like some jewelry, put I'm not a showy person. I like my hair though :D
Dislikes: Bullies. (Long story, shorthand version; I learned what living hell was like at a previous school. Luckily, we've moved now ^-^) People who think they know everything but really don't, people who hurt others, fighting, mistreatment of animals, cheese, maths, heat, getting sick, when people move my things, getting up early. Not being able to help people in pain. Being confused.
Hobbies: Reading (anything and everything), writing/making up stories, swimming, trampolining, sleeping, computering, hanging out. Drama ^-^ (used to want to be an actress, now it's an author ^-~)
Talents: My imagination :D - I'm never bored. Telling stories. I can spin plates ^-^ And, umm... being a good listener. Being able to easily cheer people up when they're down, because I know what makes them laugh and I'm rarely down myself. The ability to memorize the entire script when doing a play, not just my parts - I do it with books too ^-^ Putting my foot in it ^-^' Rambling :D as you've probably worked out...
Strong Points: I'm pretty intelligent. I know how to have a laugh and not take things too seriously, but also know when things have to become serious. I'm still in touch with my inner child. I'm creative and I listen. I enter into things enthusiasticly and confidently (whether I really feel that way or not) I'm very moralistic, as in I drink in moderation (if ever), will never touch drugs and don't smoke. Anything else, well, one of my other nicknames is Hentai-sama, so work that one out for yourselves ^-~
Weak Points: The inability to open up to people. Yeah, when I say I'm almost never down, that is true but it's also because if I am down I can't actually let anyone see that. I have this fear that they wont want to deal with an emotional me. Heh.  But anyway; also if I'm hyper I can end up babbling too much. I procrastinate. All the time. Lack of confidence in the really important stuff; like confessing to someone you love, and giving advice that might help for the fear it wont.
Favorite Color: Purple/blue

Optimistic or Pessimistic: Optimistic ^-^ Usually.
Hyper or Calm or Normal Energy: Hehe, know what ADHD is? Yeah, I'm hyper often. But when I'm not being hyper, I'm pretty normal.
Impulsive or Think Things Through: Mainly impulsive, but if the situation calls for it, for example, if it could affect one of my close friends, I'll think about it. But I like my instincts and go with them almost every time.
Outgoing or Shy: Depends on who I'm with. New people, very shy. People I know well, very very outgoing :D
Mature or Immature?: How mature am I required to be? Again, depends on the situation, though with my friends I tend to be immature. And that's the way I like it ^-^
Leader or Follower?: Follower. I don't have the decision making skills needed to lead.

If you had the 3 wishes, what would they be?: To make it so that no one is ever bullied again (though I know that's fairly impossible, but hey it's a wish, right?). To have enough money to give my wonderful friends a big treat to thank them for being there. To find my true love. (Yeah, I'd rather have someone who likes me for me than all the money in the world)
Favorite Character? Why?: Chichiri. Because he's so wise, really like a big brother that you can turn to for advice. But he's fragile as well. And so strong for overcoming what he's been through. He knows what life can dish out and has survived it. Mainly because he's not perfect.
Plus, he's funny ^-^
Anything else?: Anyone who wants to share these cookies I'm eating is welcome to :D
No, seriously though, let me explain myself a bit. I probably come across as very bi-polar in some places, but that's kinda what I am. To the world at large, I am Cara - happy-go-lucky, hyperactive little bundle of fun. Someone you can pour out your problems to. Behind closed doors, I'm about as insecure as you can get. I know somewhere that people wont reject me just for being down sometimes, but I can't seem to make myself believe that.
But, that doesn't come out too often. See, I'm happy being a happy person around others. Some days, it might start out as an act, but it soon becomes real. With friends like mine, it's hard to stay down. So, don't think I'm a morose, unhappy person in my head. I'm really not. I'm happy, content, absolutely fantastic. Most days. But then, isn't everyone?
Will it help you to know that I've never been kissed, have only ever kissed one guy, I've had a girlfriend but not yet a boyfriend, and I let the one chance to kiss my love slip away from me? Well anyway, you've got it ^-^
Have fun with sorting me out ^-~
Pictures (optional): Me in a funky hat: [IMG]http://i231.photobucket.com/albums/ee149/aiel_apprentice/Picture091.jpg[/IMG]
More recent: [IMG]http://i231.photobucket.com/albums/ee149/aiel_apprentice/006.jpg[/IMG]

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Shurabakatashi on July 12th, 2010 03:06 pm (UTC)
I agree with Chichiri